Moving on...

For my purposes here, I'll just refer to her as Lady X. Upon the suggestion from my wise friend Sarah, I just deleted Lady X's name from my buddy list as well as my cell phone. Hopefully now I can move on from dwelling over what might have been with her. Can't believe how much I let myself get caught up with her, afterall, when we met she told me she had a boyfriend.
Somehow, some way, out of the blue, this person captured my imagination in ways that I hadn't known in quite some time. I guess that's why it's been hard letting go of the pipe dream that I might one day be able to call her mine. I let myself think that Lady X marked the spot in my heart that I've been longing to fill.
Don't get me wrong, I don't wish her any ill will at all. I'm the one to blame here. The only thing she's guilty of is being wonderful, beautiful and downright adorable. It's been a while since we last spoke and I was under the impression that we would be in touch. The fact is I don't know if she's even around anymore. Wherever she is I hope she is safe and above all else happy.

As for me, the elusive search for my piece of mind as well as my own slice of happiness continues....